Harder To Breathe

[Intro]
C'mon, let's go, let's go
Okay, okay
Wait why am I hyping this up
This is a sad song, right, right

[Verse 1]
They wanna be my friend when they see that I'm up
Listened to my brothers and I never gave up
Day by day I give it all to the drugs
On sleeping pills that my dad serves me up
Feeling so heavy, it gets harder to breathe
I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep
It hurts when I try to fucking pee
I feel death creeping up on me
Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head
I used to not be afraid of being dead
I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write
I fight a battle with myself all thе time
Everything's so dark, who shut off the lights
Taking whitе pills as my vomit spills
It hurts to go outside cause things aren't right inside, inside

[Verse 2]
Looking at the sunlight, the world's so bright
I could use a light to shine up my life
I've become bitter day by day
They said to pray to make it go away
Nothing's been going my way
It seems like everything will stay the same
I'm living a life that I hate
I'm living a life that I can't change
It's getting harder to breathe
I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep
It hurts when I fucking pee
I feel death's creeping up on me
Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head
I used to not be afraid of being dead
I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write
I find myself in a battle every night

[Verse 3]
They wanna be my friend when they see I'm up
Listened to my brothers and I never gave up
Day by day I give it all to the drugs
On sleeping pills that my dad serves me up
Feeling so heavy, it's getting harder to breathe
I get demonic thoughts when I try to sleep
It hurts when I try to pee
I feel death creeping up on me
Every time I forget about it, it shows it's head
I used to not be afraid of being dead
I don't wanna die cause I got songs to write
I fight in a battle with myself all the time
Everything's so dark, who shut off the lights
Taking white pills as my vomit spills
It hurts to go outside cause things aren't right inside, inside