​hard2find

[Chorus]
Motivation to me is the hardest to find
I've been telling myself that I don't need to cry
It's kinda hard when you feel like this every night
It's kinda hard when you're always stressing 'bout life

[Verse 1]
We good, hit that boy, he talking smack
Really I've been praying that my blood will come back
Never really hurt but lied 'bout dwelling on the past
Feelin' like I'm Big Cheese when I'm carryin' a mac
I just hope I'm not being lied to right now
Starting to feel up and I don't wanna go down
'Cause lately I've been dodging trouble, I can't help but wonder how
Said "no more bad decisions" been tryna redeem myself

[Interlude]
They've been at me, they don't wanna see us win
They've been at me, they just wanna see an end
And I been getting tired of tryna make amends
And I'm so sick and tired of tryna play pretend

[Verse 2]
Double up on everything 'cause I've been wasting my time
Yeah I been telling myself that I'm needing to lie
And it's not hard when you feel like this every night
No it's not hard when you feel like this every night

[Bridge]
Stressed out, I'm stressed out
Carrying a mac
Blood will come back
So hard to find

[Chorus]
Motivation to me is the hardest to find
I've been telling myself that I don't need to cry
It's kinda hard when you feel like this every night
It's kinda hard when you're always stressing 'bout life