Hard to Love

You say the last thing that you wanted was to hurt me
You tried your best
But it just wasn't working
And I feel like a battle you're deserting
Like it's easier to give up and go home

You sound convincing
When you say it's not me
Try to believe you
And you blame it on the timing
And you don't mean to
But you sound patronizing
Like I'm a kid who doesn't like hearing no

And you'll go right
Back to your life
Practically move on overnight
But I can't because I hold on to rejection
Like it's the only thing I have

And time will pass
Enough of it
Like you'll forget you wanted this
And I'll becomе a stranger
You used to kiss
Nothing more than that

I'll еnd up taking the blame
Spend a couple months
Cursing my own name
And convince myself that you didn't stay
Because I wasn't enough

You'll end up with someone nice and have a few kids
You won't remember
That I ever existed
But you'll always be a number
On the list of reasons I believe I'm
Hard to love