[Intro: ZREALITY]
I think I lost the light in my eyes
I’ve been trying to get it back
It’s harder than it seems
I still don’t know what I need
[Chorus: ZREALITY]
I wonder what I’ll dream tonight as I sleep
I don’t wanna wake up and face this next week
Sometimes I really wish I was someone else
I spend way too much time just hating myself
It’s been a while since she answered my texts
Maybe I said something wrong and that drove her away
My insecurities fuel all my sadness
My destructive mind is the source of my problems
[Verse: mirtsi]
I wonder how I'll mess it up this time
I wonder how I'll make myself cry on the sofa
My head spins, this my go-to
Don't wanna feel now, so later I'll throw up
You'd think I like being sad
'Cause every day I do that
And keep making it worse
I just don't know how to turn
[Pre-Chorus: mirtsi]
Stressed out, messed up
When I drink a shot now I can rest up
I have our pictures still on my wall
And that's enough
(And that's enough for me)
[Chorus: ZREALITY]
I wonder what I’ll dream tonight as I sleep
I don’t wanna wake up and face this next week
Sometimes I really wish I was someone else
I spend way too much time just hating myself
It’s been a while since she answered my texts
Maybe I said something wrong and that drove her away
My insecurities fuel all my sadness
My destructive mind is the source of my problems
[Verse: ZREALITY]
Still I fucking try to face it
But can’t handle the situation
I’ve never belonged in places
But I make up for it with medication
Hard to handle was written by ZREALITY.
Hard to handle was produced by ZREALITY.
ZREALITY released Hard to handle on Fri Feb 23 2024.