Hard to Get

You who live in heaven
Hear the prayers of those of us who live on earth;
Who are afraid of being left by those we love
And who get hardened in the hurt;

Do you remember when You lived down here, where we all scrape
To find the faith to ask for daily bread?
Did You forget about us, after You had flown away?
Well, I memorized every word You said...

Still I'm so scared, I'm holding my breath;
While You're up there, just playing hard to get...

You who live in radiance
Hear the prayers of those of us who live in skin;
We have a love that's not as patient as Yours was
Still, we do love now and then;

Did You ever know loneliness?
Did You ever know need?
Do You remember just how long a night can get?
When You are barely holding on
And Your friends fall asleep;
And don't see the blood that's running in Your sweat...

Will those who mourn be left uncomforted
While You're up there, just playing hard to get?

And I know You bore our sorrows
And I know You feel our pain;
And I know that it would not hurt any less
Even if it could be explained...

And I know that I am only lashing out
At the One who loves me most;
And after I have figured this somehow
What I really need to know......

Is if You who live in eternity
Hear the prayers of those of us who live in time;
We can't see what's ahead
And we cannot get free from what we've left behind;
I'm reeling from these voices that keep screamin' in my ears
All these words of shame and doubt, blame and regret;

I can't see how You're leading me
Unless You've led me here;
To where I'm lost enough to let myself be led...

And so You've been here all along, I guess;
It's just Your ways and You are just plain hard to get...