Hard To Find

[Intro]
Okaywarren
Sabes
Cuando era joven, siempre traté de encontrar el amor
Pero me di cuenta que no sé lo que es
Lo más que lo perseguía, lo más se alejaba de mí
Lo más que di, lo más me quitó el mundo
O al menos lo que pensaba
Quizás me he equivocado
¿Estaba buscando algo que ya tenía?
¿Algo más profundo?
It's Aha

[Verse 1: MainMain]
I been runnin' from my problems
Yet they keep revolvin', slipped and steady fallin'
I can't hear His voice 'cause evеrything is clouded
Livin' like a rebеl, I've been actin' rowdy
Bottled all my problems, tell no one about it
Sufferin' in silence I just roll exotic
I don't like to vent, they judge me of my problems
Givin' it to God and havin' faith He got it

[Verse 2: Aha Gazelle]
Like the ten percent that's comin' out my wallet
Everything I give I never talk about it
You can help in every way and keep it solid
They gon' pick a random day to hate regardless
I know bein' cold-hearted prolly get me farther
I ain't finna let 'em play Coach Carter
I got so many stories, don't get me started
Most people start actin' harder, but

[Chorus: Aha Gazelle]
I won't survive like that, it's not my habitat
I'd rather fail at this than to live like that
Please don't feel bad if you can't understand
You don't gotta hold my hand, I'll be fine
Don't try to rescue me, this is my destiny
God, give me clarity, keep preparin' me
Night turns to day, take your time on your way
'Cause real love is so hard to find

[Verse 3: Aha Gazelle]
I know the rain is comin', but I ain't runnin'
'Cause this time I'ma stand
I'm not overthinkin' nothin'
I ain't got no plans
Time is tickin', people switchin'
Fathers missin', murder victims
Rappers dissin', women pimpin'
Doin' tricks for bands

[Verse 4: MainMain]
I don't even put eggs in a basket for real
They'll turn you to lil' Humpty Dumpty for real
Don't be longin' for love that nobody can give
Gotta love on yourself when nobody is near
Once I get the vision, I see it for real
I wanna show love, but they hate me for real
The one that I love really snake me for real
That's a blow to the chin, but it is what it is
Man, how you get down like that?
Stabbed me in my back
Backdoored, didn't expect that
Traumatized from neglection
I suffer from people
Who don't love me equal
Yet I always pretend that I'm fine

[Chorus: Aha Gazelle]
Don't try to rescue me, this is my destiny
God, give me clarity, keep preparin' me
Night turns to day, take your time on your way
'Cause real love is so hard to find