Hard to Breathe

[Verse 1]
I'm leaving again
Running and ducking, succumbing to all of my feelings again
Reeling again
Feel something is coming to rush in, until I am fleeing from it
Stress got me tight, I look at my mic
And wonder if I got control on my life
Told my fam all goodbye as I cut off the lights
As I gave it some time, think the move wasn't right
I was looking for progress, but I've accomplished
Nothing and sunk into demons regardless
Leaving me jobless, blame me for all it
I was the one who just shot to the darkness
Yeah, I felt this for months but I can't open up
It just stay inside my mind and I can't seem to say enough
I just tell 'em I'll be fine with a smile and a hug
I been sitting in denial while the fires gеtting rough

[Chorus]
Made my peace, watch mе drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down
Made my peace, watch me drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down

[Post-Chorus]
Made my peace, watch me drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down

[Verse 2]
It's the same as before, move forward with force
But of course I start sinking a little bit more
Life at the core is combating the thoughts
Until I can't ignore, I can't afford
Missing my brother, he's growing and learning
Been gone for so long like he turned to a person
I'm feeling so wrong, man, the stress is a burden
'Til I'm all alone and I'm screaming and cursing
How could I leave him? I was to be
Someone to him like my Pop was to me
Took me a minute to finally see
But if you ever hear this, I beg and I plead
That you know that I love you and nothing's above you
I wanted to help you up out of the struggle
No matter the distance or hardships we go through
I want you to know that I'll do this for you

[Chorus]
Made my peace, watch me drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down
Made my peace, watch me drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down

[Outro]
Made my peace, watch me drown
It's hard for me to breathe, I'm breaking down
Don't worry now, I won't be around
Everyone can see, I'm breaking down