Hard Not To Quit

No one predicted that you'd be the one
To wear the loaded gun
No one suspected, you'd send the bullets
Past our yellow sun, but you did it
No one could fathom the death of a sermon
I'll sing our requiem like a phantom
Moving through walls, like the movies would have em'
Fingers freezing cold
I'll scare your pretty bones
Never growing old
Now I must try and stop loving you
Caus you know what you did
Somehow flustered my id
& I'm finding it hard not to quit
Everywhere's winter, even here with the palm trees
The people in this town haven't met me
Horrible tv is holding me hostage
I'm trapped inside this box caus you've locked it
The icicle melting keeps me from going thirsty
I wanted to marry you and your family
I'm walking a straight line, haven't been drinking
Rules are never rules if you break em'
Now I must try and stop loving you
Caus you know what you did
Somehow flustered my id
& I'm finding it hard not to quit
There will be snowflakes and christmas will happen
But while you're smiling at the airport I'll sadden
If you have discovered who you finally are
Tell me I hadn't met you
That was someone else
Maybe things keep changing
You've taught my heart to melt (yell)
Now I must try and stop loving you
Caus you know what you did
Somehow flustered my id
You can't keep coming home for apologies
Caus you know I'd kiss your mouth
And somehow we could be back
But I'm hurt from all the attacks
I crushed my vices under the lid
Why couldn't you just do the same
Maybe I'd still have a brain
I could enjoy the sound of your name again
Now I must try and stop loving you
I simply think it's impossible
Why'd we have to do what we did?
& I'm finding it hard not to quit