Hard Heart, Pt. 1

My heart, It's hard
Aye Jordan, you remember me mane
I sho' remember you brother, we got long history
Why you acting like that mane
Get any closer, you gon' remember this left, I'm
Telling you, Better back up boy I ain't playing with you
Oh you holding grudges

All glory to God, yeah
It's hot in this room
But it's bout 3000 times hotter in hell
So you know we gotta act right
Can't have no hard heart, hard head
I don't understand why we just do this to ourselves
Life could be so peaceful for real
All we gotta do is
Love each other

What it is, what it ain't
Keep a gallon in the tank
I ain't talking 'bout no whip
Talking bout my lil life so the ship don't sink
Some folk cope with a drink
Some folk cope in the mall
Some shoot ball, some fall
Some don't cope at all
Just stall like a long behind pause
Or a bathroom wall, go on throw yo ish
Ima throw my paws
I don't need no issues, just that simple
But if you impose
I'm on my Ms. Foxy tip
You beyond scared straight
I been waiting at the door
Like the UPS, why do you be stressed
You be hating from a phone
I'm loving my life, love yours
That's what my buddy Cole said
Along with my buddy Andre
So why you tryna heat the coleslaw
Why you tryna change the whole game
Why you gotta bend these rules
Why you can't play yo role
Most folk just don't know

I know my heart is not pure all the time
But I try Lord to keep a clean heart
I know I made my circumstances
But Lord I pray you can save my heart

Hard Headed, Hearted
Wounded, Guarded
Early morning, Already getting started
Indifferent, Hardened
Ignorant, Distorted
Your mood? Garbage
You? Garbage

Hard Headed, Hearted
Wounded, Guarded
Early morning, Already getting started
Indifferent, Hardened
Ignorant, Distorted
Your mood? Garbage
You? Garbage

Got me feeling like mama and them
I'm appalled, I'm for real
Hard head make you have a soft behind
Hard heart make a potna wanna kill
Back pack packed with a fire arm
School yard scarred
Because of violent children
Black neighborhoods
Getting gunned and harmed
Because crooked lil' cops
Got a heart of steel
I still, let it go
And vibe with these metaphors
Surviving this life with my insurance
And hiding my eye from the predators
You never know when the telephone
Gon' ring talkin' bout yo
Daughter got raped or
To son got shot by a crooked lil
Racist behind police officer
Capable... everyone capable
Of taking a life but can't taint the soul
Even my sweet lil Gemini
Could turn my whole life
Into painted clothes, due to ill will
That's really real
Like "Bass deep" Philly Phil, even I
Could kill me a potna if I
Let my heart get too willy nill

I know my heart is not pure all the time
But I try Lord to keep a clean heart
I know I made my circumstances
But Lord I pray you can save my heart

Hard Headed, Hearted
Wounded, Guarded
Early morning, Already getting started
Indifferent, Hardened
Ignorant, Distorted
Your mood? Garbage
You? Garbage

Hard Headed, Hearted
Wounded, Guarded
Early morning, Already getting started
Indifferent, Hardened
Ignorant, Distorted
Your mood? Garbage
You? Garbage

I got hatred on my state of mind
And you can't tell me nothing
Tell me, how can I love someone
Who wants to do me wrong

Hard Headed, Hearted
Wounded, Guarded
Early morning, Already getting started
Indifferent, Hardened
Ignorant, Distorted
Your mood? Garbage
You? Garbage

I got hatred on my state of mind