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[Verse 1]
I said that it didn't hurt, but it did
It was bullshit
Oh my god, how embarrassing
Shit, it fucking stings
I'ma just go to the car and think
What the fuck am I doing in the car
Every time we link
Trying not to cry, but it's happening
It cannot be stopped
Gotta let myself feel the things I feel
I try not to care
But every time you do, I get scared
That you'll fall in love
Think about me just a little less

[Verse 2]
I don't wanna hold you down
Keep you to myself
I don't wanna be the reason that you're freaking out
No, I don't wanna panic when you leave my house
Say something erratic coming out of my mouth
I don't know how much it means to you, but it's real to me
Got me in my feelings
Wanna be strong, but I feel so weak
Don't wanna admit you're my еverything

[Chorus]
You make it hard to love whеn you're so far
Keep me away at arm's distance apart
No, you don't need to guard inside your heart
I wanna see the parts you keep locked up
I wanna see

[Verse 3]
Keep me in your conscience
While you're walking to some bitch's crib
I watch her get on top
I couldn't stop myself from watching
I was tempted, almost called the second
I saw her pretend to cum
But I remember
You'll come back to bed and do it to me better

[Chorus]
You make it hard to love when you're so far
Keep me away at arm's distance apart
No, you don't need to guard inside your heart
I wanna see the parts you keep locked up