Hard 2 Please

{Verse 1]
I pierced my nose for the third time a week ago
In an effort to rebel against my school
That I haven't been in weeks 'cos everybody's so hard to please
If I tell them I've dropped out maybe they'll think that I'm cool

[Chorus]
Now people look at me like I belong in hell
"Why would you put metal in your face?"
"I bet you used to be such a pretty little girl"
And the line between self destruction and self care is thin
But I walk it pretty fuckin' wеll
Haven't had a proper meal in days
But I ran a bath so I could prеtend that Im not running from myself

[Verse 2]
My dad smokes cigarettes whenever he gets stressed
Oh am I the reason that his hair is falling out
He'll come home and turn on the TV
And he won't even fuckin' look at me, tell me what is all of that about

[Chorus]
My own parents look at me like I belong in hell
"Why would you put metal in your face?"
"You used to be such a pretty little girl"
And the line between self destruction and self care is thin
But I walk it pretty fuckin' well
Haven't had a proper meal in days
But I ran a bath so I could pretend that Im not running from myself

[Outro]
I'd rather go to hell than see you again
Go and fuck yourself
No you're not my friend
I'd rather go to hell than see you again
Go and fuck yourself
No you're not my friend
I'd rather go to hell than see you again
Go and fuck yourself
No you're not my friend
I'd rather go to hell than see you again
Go and fuck yourself