Happy New Year

Another year, getting older, never wiser
Getting asked for more advice and answering under the guise that I know what I am doing at all
Another year, another masterclass of questions that I have to answer
Set of tasks
A class that I just have to pass
Don't know what I'm doing at all

I will just pretend I fit where I have landed
Is this really where I belong?

Tell me the truth with a slice of honesty
Is the person I am the person I wanna be
Will one silly resolution make the change I need
I'm constantly changing and adapting to the new surroundings
But am I changing and adapting to the right thing
Is it as simple as the songs I sing
Or am I devaluing my writing skills

Did I reach any of the goals I set
Or as I am just as far back as I was when I came here
Tried to make my name here
Tried to make a change here
Tried it all in vain here
And that's kinda' just where the breakdown starts

I don't know what I'm doing at all
I don't know what I'm doing at all

As the clock ticks down
I look around at everything I know and love
And I'm scared it won't stay here
Ten, nine, eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one
Happy new year