Happy ever after

This is not no happy ever after
This is not where the story starts
This is the beginning of my end
This is the beginning of the worst part
And this is where the real story starts
This is where it gets a little dark
This is where I start to fall apart, and where I start to fix it all

Together once and for all
You had my back when my back against the wall
You had my back when I had no one to call
Had nowhere to go you let me run to you now

Never even wanted to run from it all
But I had to yeah I had to get involved
Yeah I know I had no one left to call
You were the only number that I could call

I didn't really want to fall but I fall, way too hard way too hard overall
Okay I get it now, okay I get it now
I'll get it better on the next try around

I'll get it better on the next time around
I'll get it better on my next time around
Next time around, next time around, huh

How come I'm not saying goodbye now
How come I'm not saying goodbye
How come I'm not saying goodbye now
How come I'm wasting all this time

Guess I could do it now
I'll wait to do it till later it doesn't really matter to me
I don't really care, I don't really care all they want is a vacancy

I don't really care cause nobody really cares about me huh
Yeah I really care really care if they want to come down me
Really care if they want to come 'round me
They want to get around me and try to surround me

And baby you really amaze me and astound me
I really want them to help but nobody's helping
I really need them to come over I've been melting
I'm doing it all on my own it's overwhelming
And I've been screaming I've been fighting I've been yelling
And I've been begging you to not make this the ending

Why are you saying goodbye now
Why are you trying to say goodbye
Why are you wasting all my time now
Why won't you look me in my eyes
Why won't you just put up a fight
Why won't you tell me that it's fine
Mind games give me migraines
And lies eat me alive

Ooh ooh oh
Ooh oh woah
Ooh woah oh
This ain't no happy ever after
This the beginning of the end
This is not the best part
It's where the best part ends
Ooh woah oh oh
Ooh woah oh