Happy

[Verse 1]
Hate that I know you inside out
And I don't even know me at all
I know that I love when I kiss your mouth
And I know that you love it when I call

[Pre-Chorus]
But when you left
I felt embarrassed
'Cause you stayed that whole week at your parents
Played it cool
But God I felt it
I kept your candle lit until it melted

[Chorus]
Tell me why I'm happy like this
When I don't even know what this is
I don't think that happy exists
'Cause it's never what you want
And it's never what you wish
Girl, tell me what your happiness is
I'll push and pull until all it fits
But I'd hate to make you happy like this
'Causе I don't think that
I don't think that happy exists

[Verse 2]
Everybody's looking at me sidеways now
Or maybe I'm just standing on the wall
Thought that you were looking at it upside down
But maybe I'm just way too scared to fall

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause when you left
I felt embarrassed
You left your favorite T, but I wouldn't wear it
You think I'm cool
But God, I'm helpless
'Cause happy only happens when I'm selfish

[Chorus]
Tell me why I'm happy like this
When I don't even know what this is
I don't think that happy exists
'Cause it's never what you want
And it's never what you wish
Girl, tell me what your happiness is
I'll push and pull until all it fits
But I'd hate to make you happy like this
'Cause I don't think that
I don't think that happy exists (Oh yeah)
(Tell me when you're happy)
I don't think that happy exists

[Bridge]
Hate that I know you inside out
And I don't even know me at all
Hate that you love me inside out
And I don't even love me at all

[Chorus]
Tell me why I'm happy like this
When I don't even know what this is
I don't think that happy exists
'Cause it's never what you want
And it's never what you wish
Girl, tell me what your happiness is
I'll push and pull until all it fits
But I'd hate to make you happy like this
'Cause I don't think that
I don't think that happy exists

[Outro]
Oh yeah, yeah
I don't think that happy exists
Ooh
Happy exists
(Tell me what)
(Tell me)
(I don't think that)
(Tell me what)