Happy

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy, happy, happy
If I could you know I would be fucking happy

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Oh, why can't I be happy?

All my life
I've had this drive
Yet I can't thrive
So I just hide
But what if I died?
Did I even try to really live my life?
Why can't I be happy?

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy, happy, happy
If I could you know I would be fucking happy

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy

I try so hard
But where to start
When I feel this scarred
Like I'm torn apart
Like I've lost my way
But I'm here to stay
Don't matter what you say
Cause I'm gonna be okay

It's rather hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy

I know it's hard to live while falling apart
And feel your life fade away
Pardon me for not always being happy