Happy

[Verse 1]
I'm gonna make a change, gonna start a new
Have to take a different view, I'm happy tonight
And in this world of war and self-decay
I wish I could say I'm okay, I'm happy tonight

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me
There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace
If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories
It's over

[Chorus]
I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
I'm so happy
Like I should be

[Verse 2]
And people love to judge and talk their shit
I'm not gonna have that one bit, I'm happy tonight
But how am I supposed to love myself
When all I do is seek approval from someone else?
It's such a stupid ugly truth, mm-mm

[Pre-Chorus]
And I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me
There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace
If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories
It's over

[Chorus]
I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
And I'm so happy
Just like they told me

[Bridge]
I wanna stand up, stand up and feel something real
All this fake business, it's bullshit, never felt this numb
Just wanna feel it, feel it, give me some more
Of what you're really thinking to settle the score
Just wanna feel it all

[Chorus]
I'm so happy
But I can't breathe
I'm so happy
Like I should be
I'm so happy, yeah
So happy, yeah
So happy, I'm happy, I'm happy
I'm so

[Post-Chorus]
I'm the one that shouldn't feel, but you're making me
There's a mark that you left, I need to make my peace (I'm so happy)
If I can't love all of myself, I'm wasting memories
Over