Happy

[Verse 1]
Don't worry
I'm the first one to know when I fucked up
And I constantly remind myself
Sometimes I wish I could turn all the lights out
And befriend the demons I keep around

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that I'm reckless
With the words that I use to talk to myself

[Chorus]
Ruin nice things with bad habits
I say dumb shit then I panic
And I just want to love me right
But it's so hard sometimes, yeah
I'm trying to be everything
But I just want to be fucking happy
Want to be happy

[Verse 2]
The truth is
I'm only honest with myself when I write songs
'Cause if I spoke 'em they'd be too scary
I've got a constant guilt that eats mе away
And I care too much what people say

[Pre-Chorus]
And I know that I'm rеckless
With the things that I do to cope with myself

[Chorus]
Ruin nice things with bad habits
I say dumb shit then I panic
And I just want to love me right
But it's so hard sometimes, yeah
I'm trying to be everything
But I just want to be fucking happy
Want to be happy
(Happy)
When will I be fucking happy?

[Bridge]
And I know that I'm reckless
With the words that I use to talk to myself, mhm
Why can't this be easy?
Why do I set fires instead?

[Chorus]
Ruin nice things with bad habits
I say dumb shit then I panic
And I just want to love me right
But it's so hard sometimes
I'm trying to be everything
But I just want to be fucking happy
Want to be happy
Happy

[Outro]
But I just want to be fucking happy