Happiness Is Pretense

Intro(Philsner):
You know sometimes? You gotta be a punching bag and don’t fight back. Drown yourself in the deep end of your sorrows, it’s Philsner DDi

Verse(Philsner)
It’s okay not to be okay
I don’t know why I even pretend
Because I wear my smile like a mask
Every morning my pillow wet because I’m crying again

Tell you that I’m fine with some confidence
I’m hurting myself but I’m used to that consequence
Going through a lot but you can never tell
I could be dying right now but tell you that I’m well

Okay, let’s forget about my life a little
My girl gets dick elsewhere like mine is little
I found out about a month ago, I couldn’t even let her go
I love her so much I’m literally afraid to let her know

She says we gonna grow together
How? I’m juss starting to know you better
Ask me how I feel and I’m only fed up
Says she ain’t fucking no one else hmmm that story clever

Ey, Is this karma? All the girls I done played
Is it karma? Cos I don’t even pray
If it’s Karma do what you came for and finish up please so all this pain can go away

I’m so hurt I could be bleeding a pool
All my dreams, my future, I was seeing with you
You so good with the lies you deiceiving the truth
Nigga never wife a bitch that was cheating with you

Huh! Niggas get jealous when they see me with you
In the club when I’m not around they leaving with you
My whole life meaning was you
Afraid of the dark someone is always sleeping with you

Hey... I’m heart broken
It doesn’t help now my mouth open
I didn’t listen when my heart spoke and
I was used for your games like a ride token

It’s funny how I never wanna lose you
But I’m afraid one day imma bruise you
This is cliche but I wish I never knew you
You had everything I was search for like google

Hey Philsner