Happiest but not really

[Chorus]
Bitch I can't decide
The happiest of my live
Is it now or back when they called me Friy
When I was ignorant or when I couldn't think of it
How about now miserable but still not how
When I was Friy stay up late talk on Skype
Now I'm Swag full of nicotine rappin' about 9s
When I was 9 nothin but games on my mind
Minin' til' it destroyed my spine
Now I sit here trippin' on wine

[Post Chorus]
I can't
Begin to
Tell you
How much

[Verse]
You mean to me
Hope you dream of me
Hope you think of me
Til' the clock hits three
Cus' yeah I do
Nothing but you
Cross my mind
Take up my time
Yeah
Don't worry cus' I love it
I think nothing of it
Wanna spend evеry second with you
Before I'm donе through
Don't worry cus' I love it
I think nothing of it
Wanna spend every second with you
Before I'm done through

[Chorus]
Bitch I can't decide
The happiest of my live
Is it now or back when they called me Friy
When I was ignorant or when I couldn't think of it
How about now miserable but still not how
When I was Friy stay up late talk on Skype
Now I'm swag full of nicotine rappin' about 9s
When I was 9 nothin but games on my mind
Minin' til' it destroyed my spine
Now I sit here trippin' on wine