Happier in Hell

[Intro]
Maybe you're not sad enough

[Verse 1]
I'm afraid of medication, but I think I should be on it
I keep trying meditation, but if I'm being honest
Doing anything that's good for me makes me wanna vomit
I'm sorry for the mess I made, I'll clean it in the morning

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't need your help
You can keep the Gary Vees and TED Talks to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell

[Chorus]
Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up

[Verse 2]
I-I-I barely even drink, I quit the hard stuff like six years ago
And I'm starting to think that gеtting sober hasn't helped at all
Thеy say the grass is greener, but I kind of miss the chemicals
Sorry, I'm not perfect yet, I swear it's nothing personal

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't need your help
You can keep the Pelotons and cleanses to yourself
I'm glad it's going well
But I've been to Heaven, it's happier in Hell

[Chorus]
Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up

[Instrumental Break]

[Chorus]
Maybe you're not sad enough
Maybe I should suck it up
I'm an imposter, I am a fraud
Most days, I'm a devil, today, I'm a god
Maybe you're not sad enough
Or maybe I should give it up