Hands stuck to my face

Wake up in the morning never felt so, worse then this. Telling myself I never meant to hurt like this. I never meant to heal (feel) like this. You don't have to be honest cause I know it. You don't got to lie to me

Hands stuck to my face barely wanted to see it saw my reflection blood tears wept to the ceiling. Times are passing by and I can't hold myself like I used to. The wretch that I've become I'm sorry I abused it. Expose the wounds infection, puss, and bruises

You don't got to lie to me. Don't. I know what you can see, in me