[Verse 1: willowind]
She got me laughing like a fool, head turning while I sleep
End up bending all my rules, follow her just like a sheep
Eyes sparkle like a jewel, think I might be in too deep (Don't do this)
[Chorus: willowind]
How could I turn my back on them?
I was too blind to see it
Why can't I try to be myself?
I saw my hands were bleeding
But when I'm passed out on the floor
And can't control my breathing
Do I still feel fucking heroic?
Are they proud of me yet?
[Bridge: Viridity]
She got me laughing like a fool (Yeah)
Head turning while I sleep (Yeah, yeah)
End up bending all my rules (Fuck)
Follow her just like a sheep, yeah (Yeah, jumping off)
Like a jewel (Feel like something, feel like something's wrong)
Yeah, yeah (Oh)
Oh my God (Oh, woah)
[Verse 2: Viridity]
So do you have something to offer?
Everything's just out of my reach
And I just froze up when I saw her
Guess it's suicide for me
I cannot be your lover
Yeah, you're so far out my league
So far out of— (Fuck) so far gone
Yeah, I don't know how to tell you
That I don't know how to breathe
[Chorus: willowind & Viridity]
How could I turn my back on them? (Guess it's suicide)
I was too blind to see it (It's suicide, oh)
Why can't I try to be myself? (Missing you and I, I, I, yeah)
I saw my hands were bleeding (Only you survived)
But when I'm passed out on the floor (Pray to God I die, yeah)
And can't control my breathing (Nothing for me in this life)
Do I still feel fucking heroic? (I swear I was doing better, yeah)
Are they proud of me—? (But I can't be bothered to try)
[Drop]
(Let me see ya)
[Outro: willowind]
Why can't I try to be myself?
I saw my hands were blee—
Why can't I try to be myself?
Are they proud of me—?