Hands around a cup of coffee make a diamond

I think I topped out at like sixteen
Tryina be adult really ain’t me
Forget to water plants til there’s brown leaves
I’m still on my ass and my friends stamping passports
I wanna live good but I feel lazy
I wake up and my girlfriend’s still crazy
I wanna use the internet for inspiration
But instagram lip filler killers fill the pages
So it’s backpack on my back again
Back out with a map out
Tryina figure where the passion went
I’m only home where it’s haunted
And if she knew I don’t think she’d want it

So It's like
20 fresh in december
Drag it back
See If I late
What we do is
It's just repeating (???)

Sit down at the diner and I order pie
She drags a cigarette and asks me if there’s more to life
Hands around a cup of coffee make a diamond
Another year wondering where the time went
We watched it snow, watched it rain
Chased the fake hurt with champagne
That’s about as real as it gets
I feel like the fix is leaving
I’ma go bananas if I don’t split
Cause these days are super dark at days
Never think that Imma played last takes
So I pay my tab one more sip then I’m gone
And if I don’t make it back play this song

No it's like...