Hand That Holds True

The manic stage
A scary phase
Feeding all I know
A cloudy haze
The hectic pace
Strips me of my throne
It seems there is nothing but you
To please in this world around you
And in this place
In my domain you're always in control;

Not the same without you like you really care;

I never thought you'd be the one to bring me down
I never seem to hold onto a hand that holds true
A never ending maze of crazy days have come an end
(I find I'm reaching out again)
It doesn't have to be this way;

I lie awake
Make no mistake
I'm so alone
My body aches
Nothing I take
Could fix me like your hold
It seems there is nothing but you
To please this withdrawal now from you
And in this place in my domain you're always in control;

Not the same without you, like you're even there;

When I think about this loss too much
It accumulates
I realize just what i've done
With my fate
I've blown my chance for better days
Come back to me