Half Alive

[Verse 1]
Marijuana in my head again
I'll be sad and I'll be lonely 'til death
I don't wanna be here, I'm just Sarah's friend
Guess you'll never feel exactly like I did back then

[Pre-Chorus 1]
I held your hand in my mine

[Chorus]
And I felt half alive
I floor-cried and fucked my life
It's okay, it's alright
'Cause out of sight, out of mind
But feels like I'm stuck this time
But I'll change, I'll try

[Verse 2]
I wanna kill you and hold your hand again
You're the only thing I wish I ever had
And it's so sad to think that we're just friends again
I hope you're better, hope you're well, I hope you're dead

[Pre-Chorus 2]
Black dress, my best, I'm out tonight

[Chorus]
But I feel half alive
I floor-cried and fucked my life
It's okay, it's alright
'Cause out of sight, out of mind
But feels like I'm stuck this time
But I'll change, I'll try

[Chorus]
Half alive
I floor-cried and fucked my life
It's okay, it's alright
'Cause out of sight, out of mind
But feels like I'm stuck this time
But I'll change, I'll try

[Chorus]
Half alive
I floor-cried and fucked my life
It's okay, it's alright