Half A Person

(yo yo yo, you live with goonncity in the mix, this your boy Kevinhilfiger you live in the mix)
(goonncity and you can't get in)
(Jeremy how did you know?)

[benny blasé]
You said you hate me
“I dont even know you”
Stare at my reflection
Wishing I could show you
But there's part of me that never gonna show through
Yeah that’s old news

I always thought that I was broken
I've always tried hard, I couldn’t be open
I feel these pieces of myself just decomposing
Trapped in a bottle and I threw it to the ocean

I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person

[mental]
I feel like half a person
I try but nothing's working
[?] I know for certain
I'm alright as long as you're with me

I've been overthinking
So I'm over thinking
I don't wanna be here anymore
I've been slowly sinking
Slaughter all my demons
They've been knocking me down on the floor

[benny blasé]
I dont feel like I belong
With these building or these streets
With these walls caving in
Thats not who I want to be
I found people that I thought
Would take me in, give me a spot
But they all just looked away
I threw away another part

Am I normal, Im just not like them
Same people making jokes I thought were my friends
I’d go home fantasize about who I could be
But I knew if I let it out they’d all laugh at me

Yeah I tried to keep it hidden
Argue with myself i want to kill him
I wanted to hit him, I wanted to cut him
Wish I could end it all with the the push of a button

I cover up my hurting
I never felt so worthless
They’ll never see this version
I feel like half a person