​half a cig

[Chorus: vanity]
I got half a cig, watch me throw it right away
I don't wanna speak, so, could you please move out my face?
There I watch your tears leak like my fucking brain
I know your mama see me, she cannot look my way
I don't wanna speak, so bitch please move out my face
I got half a cig, lucky that's all it fucking takes
I split half these tabs just to show you your disgrace
Love my heart beating when it splits my fucking face

[Post-Chorus: vanity]
Don't see you
Don't need you
No, thanks, it just feels lethal
Love bomb me
You caught me
No doubts my life's not stable

[Verse 1: m1v]
Tired of the feelings and I'm tired of the pain
Lost another one, I'm going down the liquor lane
Oh, don't call me up whеn you feel bad
You never cared whеn I text back
Just leave me to read
It's all forgiven
Don't care what we lacked
It's ironic, all the bullshit texts
And the bullshit times

[Chorus: vanity]
I got half a cig, watch me throw it right away
I don't wanna speak, so, could you please move out my face?
There I watch your tears leak like my fucking brain
I know your mama see me, she cannot look my way

[Verse 2: vanity]
She says the wait is over
I seal my fate unsobered
For life that's not uncertain
Cough up my heart your burden
Yeah, I'm fucking losing it, choke down beer 'til dead
Loaded up no I'm not shooting, bottle up 'til red
All that shitty talk was fed, cycles through my head
Pull me on that tightrope string, no wait not too bad