halcyon

[Chorus]
And I'm still holding on, don't want you to depart
I've been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you've been
I just wanna restart, just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me? You know that I can't atone for my sins
Just don't leave me in the darkness
I can't breathe without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky keeps on falling up

[Verse 1]
(I keep losing every second I'm with you)
(I had to keep myself in check, I don't miss you)
The sky keeps falling and I keep crawling back to you
(I keep losing every second I'm with you)
(I had to keep myself in check, I don't miss you)
And there's nothing left for me, I'm losin' focus
Wish you told me on that night that you were jokin'
I've been scavengin' around like where the hope is
It's all a cycle, feel the heat, it's all approachin'
I tried to find a window out, but they're all so thin
I watch it crumble in my hands just for a moment
I watch it crumble in my hands and it's all over
I think I lost my mind again, where's my components?

[Bridge]
I wish you would get it, where I'm comin' from
How I'm reachin' out, how I'm stretchin' thin
I know you're not on my side, but I still don't know who is
All I can do is hope for the better
Caught inside the cycle (Caught inside the cycle)
I'm failing with my vitals (I'm failing with my vitals)
As my hands get colder (As my hands get colder)
There's too much weight that I shoulder
(There's too much weight that I shoulder)

[Verse 2]
I can't do this alone, run away from home
I don't know who I am, I just know I'm alone
Twenty-second floor, I'm searchin' the unknown
The city's overgrown, no place to call my own
I can't do this alone, run away from home
I don't know who I am, I just know I'm alone
Twenty-second floor, I'm searchin' the unknown
The city's overgrown, no place to call my own

[Chorus]
And I'm still holding on, don't want you to depart
I've been wasting my energy just tryna figure out where you've been
I just wanna restart, just tell me who you are
Are you a really a friend of me? You know that I can't atone for my sins
Just don't leave me in the darkness
I can't breathe without your touch
Fall into my weakness
Think the sky keeps on falling up