[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
Bitch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this shit, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my bitch changing
[Verse 1: Big Sad 1900]
Eh look I know I did you wrong, I gotta move smarter
Just let a nigga be a father to his daughter
They ain't rockin how I'm rockin, and ain't a nigga harder
I was trappin, tryna rap, when Lil Wayne made Tha Carter
Get to talking 'bout this shit, now they wanna kill a nigga
I ain't broke and on the block, so you don't feel a nigga
First nigga play, and I'ma pill a nigga
It's ghetto tharopy, [?] nigga
You on the court, fighting with these crackers, they gon' hate a nigga
Ain't no difference fighting with these niggas, they gon' bang a nigga
Gang still for real, can't no nigga make a nigga
Fights in my foster home, type of shit that made a nigga
Nigga, you ain't teach me shit, you ain't raised me
Sold crack and bought my first car when I was 18
Bitch, I came to vibe out, please don't tape me
Man, I miss Gloria, been thinking 'bout you lately
Like
[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
Bitch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this shit, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my bitch changing
[Verse 2: 22nd Jim]
Poppin suckas up for the cliff, felt like I had to
Catch a nigga slippin, [?] passed do
I was sleeping when Lil Ted died, woke up and heard the bad news
It's up there and it's stuck there, we see niggas, we leave niggas
Been through hell and back, still standing on my feet, nigga
Thumb through hundred K, and I was only 23, nigga
Missing my main niggas, this ain't how it's posed to be, nigga
But I'ma hold this shit down, til the rest of my gang free, nigga
Tunnel vision to [?] taking risks, still on that paper route
Praying my lil brothers learn from me, and take a safer route
Really coming from the [?] the fuck is all the hate about?
Ran this shit up straight up up out the mud, bitch, [?] evil route
Get that paper work, so it's over, niggas bad news
Ask about me round the [?] bitch, I'm really that dude
Exing squares out the circle, if they ain't riding
You won't see me with them niggas, if they ain't sliding
It's Jim, nigga
[Chorus: Big Sad 1900]
Bitch, you know I hustled on that corner, 'cause I had to
Heard the homie speaking on my name, but I'ma crash dude
I've been bumpin heads with my brother, 'bout my additude
If I can tell [?] one thing, it's I ain't mad at you
Battle with this shit, you know you gotta have pationts
I can't run around and just leave my kids waiting
I signed up for it, I know it's gang banging
Caught a case and went to jail, and seen my bitch changing
Had To was written by Big Sad 1900 & 22nd Jim.
Big Sad 1900 released Had To on Fri Feb 05 2021.