Had A Lover (Codeine Version)

If I take this ? weight
Burn this ship of fools
If I tame this heart that weighs
A wait, the time to heal the pain

If I make it waste for hours
I'll burn this house for you
If I taste this, hardly ways
To tame the time to feel the fire

And I feel it ?
And I need you to stay
And I need you to
To stay

Had a lover, lover
Had a lover, a lover
Had a lover
I had to leave her
Had a lover, lover
Had a lover, a lover
Had a lover
I had to leave her

Had a lover
Had a lover
Had a lover
And I had to leave her
Had a lover
Had a lover
Had a lover
And I had to leave her dead

Lover...

If I waste the holidays
But can't remember you
If I give it all away
? the way I, I do

And ?
And I need you to stay
And I need you
To stay

Had a lover, lover
Had a lover, a lover
Had a lover
I had to leave her
Had a lover, lover
Had a lover, lover
Had a lover
I had to leave her

Had a lover
Had a lover
Had a lover
And I had to leave her
Had a lover
Had a lover
Had a lover
And I had, I had

Had a lover...

Well, I know this place and I know this heart
And I see him looking right at you
And I know this place and I know your heart
And I, I see him looking right at you
And I
See how we left it too
See how we left it too
I see, had a lover