Hachi

[Verse]
If you really loved me then you wouldn't do this to me
Speakin from tha outside.. wish it was you breathin thru me
Left behind, i feel just like hachi
Say it back, but its just to taunt me
You know i would save this if i could (s/o @artemys)
But she dont like me roll my feelings in this wood
And ive been dreamin bout a kiss and if you would
Could take my hand and be in bliss i wish you could
All of a sudden i keep lying to u dont even mean to do it
Im so glad that we're through, you told me stay i couldn't
Why can't you tell me the truth? can't hurt more than im hurtin
I keep looking for you, im lost and its so certain
I keep thinking of you, even i know i shouldn't
I keep waiting for you, but i know youre not coming
I won't follow through, holding back im still learning
Wish youd tell me the truth, it makes me feel so worthless

Fightin n fuckin won't turn us to something so
Im leaving for you to make the assumption that
I dont care bout you so you give up trusting and
Leave me behind cause you treat me like nothing
Can't take the difference, can't take the distance
Walk in my shoes and youll see why i missed it
I can't lose her so i cry when shes with them
You want this to last babygirl take a picture

And thats just it
Why i fall in love so quick
Fell in love with someone else i got you callin me a bitch
And its so much life to live
Doin shows and walkin through the city ill get over it
And she looks so pretty lyin in bed faces dimly lit
Baby this is how i live
Sharin cigarettes and late nights yea thats where my attention is
And theres so much tension in
In the way she moves her lips
And by the way youre lookin i know whats gon happen next
Told you this is it
Show you what its like to live
You can see all what ive been through by the scars up on my wrist
She leaves scars up on my lips
Still you dont know where ive been
So i wish youd learn my story i can't go through this again
Feel just like hachi
I feel just like hachi
Its just to taunt me
Still i love how you love me