Habits

I make drawings of it
A little part above it
I hold a candle to it
Hold up the night to the easier ones
The mirror full it bends and breaks

Go inside
Go inside I'm letting you stay and see

I cast shadows on it
I make a habit of it
Roll around the bed with it
Creep past your window at night
You won't understand
You'll never let it beat you

Go run and hide
Hide before they loosen the noose on me

You passed away
I look the same
We built homes together
Throughout our reign
I know you're the shakier one
The one who doesn't fantasize
The one who would crumble if I ever looked inside
I'm okay with it