​habits

[Pre-Chorus]
Getting up at 6 P.M. to try and get some work done
I'm just gonna sit around and soak up all the oxygen
Order puffs and alcohol and sit alone and cry again
Missing all my friends, I'm losing grip, I disassociate

[Chorus]
So I go outside and hit the poison
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I feel like I've made no progress at all
Will I always feel outcasted, will I make it out?
Of this goddamn mindset I always find myself in
Of this endless cycle, I always put myself in
Laying down at 9 A.M. to try and get some shut-eye
It's hard to start dreaming when the world feels like it's so alive
Lungs are barеly working all I do is put the pressure on
Always feeling sorry for mysеlf, like why don't I just stop?

[Pre-Chorus]
Getting up at 6 P.M. to try and get some work done
I'm just gonna sit around and soak up all the oxygen
Order puffs and alcohol and sit alone and cry again
Missing all my friends, I'm losing grip, I disassociate

[Chorus]
So I go outside and hit the poison
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick
Sick
Thinking 'bout my habits makes me sick