Ha Ha, Then What... ;)

I'm letting my hair grow long down past my eyes and my ears
Every body part you recognize, every limb you've held onto for years
This is just a simple action with a gravity you can't deny
It's in the way I'm going out with friends
It's in the way the sun sets in your eyes

I'm not responsible for making you feel anything
So if I'm not at home, well I'll be around
Just don't go looking for me

You caught me in a nervous breakdown
You caught me with some scissors in my hands
I'm breaking all my promises
I'm losing everything I am
Truth is that I'm not going anywhere
Some days it kills me just to speak
Replay your every movement
I'll watch you like a cutout movie scene
Don't tell me that you're doing better
Just let me miss you from afar
And I will learn to adapt to the distance
I will drive with no one in my car

If it gets to be too heavy
I will scream until I spit out both my lungs
I will stare into the deep, dark nothing
Until I vaguely see the sun

I'm not responsible for making you feel anything
We're fucked and alone
I'm not happy or sad, I'm just not anything