This talks about MJK’s experiences as a new parent. Maynard has in many songs referred to the abuse he experienced when he was younger. Here he talks about the feelings that haunt him and how this has affected the relationship with his own son, Devo H. Keenan.
[Verse 1]
What's coming through is alive
What's holding up is a mirror
But what's singing songs is a snake, it is
Lookin' to turn my piss to wine
They're both totally void of hate, and
Killin' me just the same
[Refrain]
The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again
And I feel this coming over like a storm again
Considerately
[Verse 2]
Venomous voice, tempts me
And drains me, bleeds me
Leaves me cracked and empty
Drags me down like some sweet gravity
[Refrain]
The snake behind me hisses
What my damage could have been
My blood before me begs me
Open up my heart again
And I feel this coming over like a storm again, now
And I feel this coming over like a storm again, now
[Chorus]
I am too connected to you
To slip away, to fade away
Days away, I still feel you
Touching me, changing me
[Post-Chorus]
And considerately killing me
Considerately killing me
Considerately killing me
Considerately killing me
[Verse 3]
Without the skin, here
Beneath the storm
Under these tears, now
The walls came down
Once the snake is drowned
And as I look in his eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I could have cried then
I should have cried then
As the walls come down and
As I look in your eyes
My fear begins to fade
Recalling all of the times
I have died
And will die
It's alright
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't mind
I don't mind
I don't mind
[Chorus]
I am too connected to you
To slip away and fade away
Days away, I still feel you
Touching me, changing me
[Post-Chorus]
And considerately killing me
Considerately killing me, yeah
Considerately killing me
H. was written by Adam Jones & Paul D’Amour & Danny Carey & Maynard James Keenan.
H. was produced by Tool & David Bottrill.
Maynard James Keenan said during a show at the Electric Factory in Philadelphia in ‘96, the following about the song:
So, eh, any of you ever watched those Warner Bros. cartoons? Sometimes there’s that one where that guy is having a tough time trying to make a decision. He’s got an angel on one sho...
Yes, it was “Half Empty”.