Gwendolyn

Here I am again, the Long Island Rail Road and
It just cost me a severed limb to go meetup with my man
That's okay because he gets messed up with his uncle but
Really not his uncle just his mothers old best friend
Crazy to think someday we’d be uncles like that

Oh Gwendolyn, I've been holding all this in
Just trying to find the right way to tell you
I messed up again, just know I never wanted to fail you

Here it is again, the same white house that's it’s always been
Maybe not, but you get if you've been here for a
Right, I'm running late because I always save but I used to not
Swear that there's so much I used to
Got to get used to getting back up

But Gwendolyn, I've been holding all this in
Just trying to find the right way to tell you
I messed up again, it's just what I was put on the Earth to
Do time and again, Baby girl I needed to tell you
My only Gwendolyn, just know I never wanted to fail you
I wish I was a little more like you

So you you know
I was wrong
You were right
All along
So you you know
I was wrong
You were right
Don't fucking make me say it come on
So you you know
I was wrong
You were right
All along
So you you know
I was wrong
Hope it keeps you up

Here it is again the same old place that I'll always land
Why’d I stare at the ceiling since I know that shit’s caving in
Maybe you'll be that thing that lets me get some rest

My Gwendolyn, I’ve been holding all this in
Just trying to find the right way to tell you
I'll fuck up again, it's just what men were put on the Earth to
Do time and again, Baby girl I needed to tell you
My only Gwendolyn, just know I never wanted to fail you
Just know I never wanted to fail you
Cause all I ever wanted was you