グッドラッカーズ (Good Luckers)

Going home in my sweat-drenched self
Wrapped with the excuse of exhaustion
How many days and months
Drifted away, leading me to here now?
Stumbled, I let out a small remark to myself

Words that won't go away
Appearing in my dreams again and again
Ending without a proper conclusion
No doubt it'll leave everything incomplete

On a whim
Looking down at the streets below, unsurprisingly they seem small enough
But what happen when they become further away
No point taking a detour

Doing meaningless things is now the default
Fed up with the difficult nonsense
Remembering and overlooking are the same thing
As I carry the bitter memories

Cooling off my head
If I can be honest to myself again
Don't do something so stupid like this
Only, staring into the sky isn't enough to shake off this feeling
Peering down with my back against the fence
Landing on the ground will probably cause the strings to tangle all over my head
I can only imagine this is how it'll turn out

A piano with strange and wonderful sound
Decades passed untouched
A past where I was able to laugh and cry
My nostalgic Do Re Mi

A piano with strange and wonderful sound
Decades passed untouched
Laughing so hard with tears coming out
My embarrassing Do Re Mi

A piano with strange and wonderful sound
Decades passed untouched
Even laughing becomes rare now
A music tone I left behind

An exposed first crush that was to be a secret
It was a youth that can’t be repeated no matter how badly I want it to
Not even those intimidating and annoying rebellious days
It’s not even that long ago
But there doesn’t seem to be a future
Just when I made peace with this frustration
Tomorrow’s sun rises once again

Astounded by the frustration at a part-time job
A relationship with no responsibility is what I do best
At night when it’s time to sleep
I hear the sweet sounds of my neighbour

Switching between disinterested and recklessness
Weakness, embarrassment and rashness
Unreliable and always shying away
The perfect essences of a living being
Holding onto my knees sitting in a dark room
Only staring into the wall
My love, after-all
Was the person who couldn’t live without medicines

Like reaching into the clouds
Like sunset changing the sky

Drinking water infused with the fragments of hard-working efforts
The days go by without any success
A world where people pride themselves on the number of friends they have
Is one that I couldn’t live in

Indistinguishable, deceptive ordinary water
That will come pouring out again when it goes dry
Friendship can be bought
Like winning a lottery ticket

Forging, refining the fragments of charm
Come look at these beautiful droplets I gathered
Needless to even say “Come look”
It’s only natural you’d come looking
It’s only natural

Always doing new things that I’m not used to doing
What are my strengths again?
I can’t even remember now
Sinking back into my thoughts since I can’t find joy
So thinking is the only thing I’m good at
No way that’s how it’s meant to be right?

Behind an adventurous spirit
When an idea comes to mind
First make a move with your hands
Take a step forward

Do anything but lie
Don’t take revenge at being deceived
Even the slightest cunning will cause a lasting echo
Don’t do these shameless things

Don’t give in to quick temper
Leaving a mess, destroying things
There are still many things I don’t want to forget
Feeling more and more confined

Good luck, myself
Good luck, even now we stand together
A single memory emerged
A strange and wonderful note radiating from the chord

A piano with strange and wonderful sound
Decades passed untouched
Unable to laugh nor cry
I am still stuck in there

A piano with strange and wonderful sound
Strike the keys just a little stronger
Doesn’t matter if we’d end up laughing or crying
Ring the note together with my voice