Gut Feeling

I've been on the road
I've been in the sky
I've been on the road
I've been in the sky

I've been on the road
I've been in the sky
I've been found flat out face down dying

I've been on a drip
I've been hip
My ego has soared, crashed, rocked, ignored

And for what?
All I've got
Artistic statements for which these bills won't pay

I don't have a gut feeling
I don't have a gut feeling
I don't have a gut feeling

I've got rows and rows of wankers
Inside my head
Shouting my gut feeling down
All the fucking time

Rows and rows of naysayers
Marching with the vampires
A troop of doubting Thomases
In my mind

Decoyed and decaying
My youth decayed
My brow deepens and it all gets heavy

But I've looked and looked
No one's describing my exact condition
So I ponder the omission

I think about booking
That all inclusive
Package with full-board, all aboard

I don't have a gut feeling
I don't have a gut feeling
I don't have a gut feeling

I've got rows and rows of wankers
Inside my head
Shouting my gut feeling down
All the fucking time

Rows and rows of naysayers
Marching with the vampires
A troop of doubting Thomases
In my mind

And I worry that my out of sightness
My out of mindness will one day stop me
From having that one good reason
When reasoning fails amidst this hell and hail

I can't do anything Christmas is nearly here
Then it'll soon be summer
I can't do anything, woke up in August
Had lunch in October

There are no words to begin
Just like there's no place to fit in
I've been writing the same song all my life

Insomnia in the kitchen
Stricken, struck by howling lightning
It's a cycle and there's no way out of it

Tempered in a fire so flaming
Temper's all I see
I pretty much hate everyone
Everyone's a reflection of me

If only you could imagine the person I want myself to be
If only you could imagine the person I want myself to be

Here comes the usual sulk and sigh
Mid task creativity sucked dry
I'm not perfect you know
This isn't a game

I've been on the road
I've been in the sky
I've been on the road
I've been in the sky

I've been on the road
I've been in the sky
I've been found flat out face down dying

I've...