Guilt Trip

I've decided to move without you, burning pictures I made with you
I cannot forgive myself for all the ways I never loved you
Scrolling through our conversations in an endless cycle of guilt
I had to be the one where you learnt you can't make someone love you

More than I wanted was to be enough for myself
Lean on nobody else
I can't reach you I forget to -
Be enough for myself
Lean on nobody else
Why can't wе choose ourselves and to -

I'm tеlling lies and not sleeping
Loving you did not come easy
But I wanted to be free
You're in love and now I'm guilty

I don't miss your cold unwelcome glares, I know you still have it
I have looked deep inside of my heart, I know you're not in it
Maybe you have left me with a dent inside my soul
I try to forget, you're hard to forget
Even in the next life?

All that I know is you don't want me to be me
Your love is like a disease
You're so love sick and obsessive
It feels like I can't breathe
Your love is like a disease
I promise it's hard to let go
But I choose myself