Guardian Angel

[Hook]
My guardian angel
I’d just like to thank you
You see what them things do
Then you see what that pain do
I think it’s happening again
I think I’m OD’ing
I said I don’t need you
But I think that I need you
I said I won’t do it again
I fucked around did it again
You took the wheel and you handled it
Then I took it back now I’m crashing
If I make it through this I promise
I ain’t gon make no more promises
If I die look in to my coffin like
At least he went out being honest

[Verse 1]
They say more money more problems
But them the problems that I want yeah
Bills coming in they just piling
And I can’t pay for not nah one of them
I can’t work no 9 to 5 no
God have mercy on my soul
Paranoid and I know why yeah
I keep it right by my side yeah (Qui-Quico)
Aye how’d I even get like this
When I was a kid they were out to get us
And i was so scared i peed in my bed
It repeats in my head and made me who I am
I want a house on the beach in Miami
I'm fighting all this
I fight it often
Turned off my phone
But my sins keep on calling
Lawless is the life I live
In a world with a million lives to live
The devil on me I can't fight him yeah
I need something just to fight him yeah
My momma said I need Jesus
I think she right yeah I need him
But if it ain't him then I need you
To whoever watching over me yeah

[Hook]
My guardian angel
I’d just like to thank you
You see what them things do
Then you see what that pain do
I think it’s happening again
I think I’m OD’ing
I said I don’t need you
But I think that I need you
I said I won’t do it again
I fucked around did it again
You took the wheel and you handled it
Then I took it back now I’m crashing
If I make it through this I promise
I ain’t gon make no more promises
If I die look in to my coffin like
At least he went out being honest

[Verse 2]
It takes so much of my time yeah
Just to try to make some time
I said I needed some time yeah
But I said that so many times
One look at me you will find that
I am anything but fine
I'm looking for you will I find you
I really need you this time
I got so much on my mind
I talk to the dark in the night
It follows me in the day
Is that why you're so hard to find
I want something to call mine
I want someone to call mine
I need you like my gun
Because I've felt alone all of my life
Aye why you always looking like your dog just died?
Because it feels like every week another one does
What the fuck is up
Something ain't right
Is it just me?
Or is that just life?
Time after time and time after time and time after time and time again
I find myself back where I began
Looking for you reaching out my hand

[Hook]
My guardian angel
I’d just like to thank you
You see what them things do
Then you see what that pain do
I think it’s happening again
I think I’m OD’ing
I said I don’t need you
But I think that I need you
I said I won’t do it again
I fucked around did it again
You took the wheel and you handled it
Then I took it back now I’m crashing
If I make it through this I promise
I ain’t gon make no more promises
If I die look in to my coffin like
At least he went out being honest