Grudge

[Chorus]
Miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you
I miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you, I

[Verse 1]
No lie, I miss it
Can't tell if it's the rain or all the wine I'm sipping
I've been reminiscing, chasing you 'til it feel like the room is spinning
All the night's when we would hide out from your friends
Then on the driveway, hesitation
I can't take it if it's me you had to run from
No one else could ever be the best one
For you, you know it too
You've been running from it ever sincе we moved on
From Tennеssee, 2016
You never really felt it like I did, huh?

[Chorus]
Now, I miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you
I miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you

[Verse 2]
Seven nights a week, spending 'em with me
Fighting, making up, but you know it was the heartbreak that turned me to an artist
Grown up, now I know I got you guarded
And I wish that you could see me now
Wish you knew that it was all for you
Had some shit I had to figure out
But you know that I'll always, baby

[Chorus]
Miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you
I miss the way it was
If I can't hold you, then I'ma hold a grudge
Hating you's the new loving you, I

[Outro]
Hours, I've been up for hours
How'd you get this power over me?
Even when you're gone you still don't leave