Grown Up

[Chorus]
So up, but I'm tryna tell myself
By my fourth cup
Steady tryna sell myself
That I'm grown up
Never when the moment
Really mattered, did I froze up
Analytics high, shoot my shot
Never boast up

I gotta move somethin'
I gota do somethin'
Before I sit in one place
I would lose somethin'
I am overstimulated
Then the blues comin'
I know I also love
Playin' with the snooze button

[Verse 1]
Now it's drinks on me
But ain't nobody round here
Put there thanks on me
People that I thought
I'd share my wings with
Is busy takin' tithеs
I'd be there too
If I was still bе in disguise

Got this company
Now it's up for me
Now all a sudden
Everybody wanna come for me
When I was down
None of them people would comfort me
So tell me one more time
Why I should give a fuck for free?

[Bridge]
Can't find presence in that luxury
Can't find essence in that struggling
How does "so productive" feel?
I'm barely functioning
Is this the American dream
That they want for me?

[Chorus]
So up, but I'm tryna tell myself
By my fourth cup
Steady tryna sell myself
That I'm grown up
Never when the moment
Really mattered, did I froze up
Analytics high, shoot my shot
Never boast up

I gotta move somethin'
I gota do somethin'
Before I sit in one place
I would lose somethin'
I am overstimulated
Then the blues comin'
I know I also love
Playin' with the snooze button