Growing Pains

[Hook]
Sometimes it feels like we’ve been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins and the outs of us
I can’t forget all the ways that you made my body feel
But in the end was it really worth the risk

[Verse 1]
I’m ridin' up my scope tryna find a way scornin' hope
It’s so cold, movin' back slightly losin' my entirety
In need of the truth to fortify what I have inside my mind
In search for the strife to guide my insight
Inside bleeds, I intercede with revolution I render thee
Either they hire me or they fire me, but that won’t tire me
I walk through the fire seek desire keeps through it higher
Being a flier, my feathers never retire, rather retire leech entirely
A Trier speaks for all the lesser stretching hands for redemption feet
Knowin' it can drag ‘em off this maltreatment and burdens
Mandate by their evils we’re lost by the mornin'
Now I’m mournin', gapin' from the shock
I can’t stand my faith, I’m holdin'
Neck bendin' forward stretch with a small intake of breath
Eyes turnin' down blue thought hastenin' to stand under
Nothin'’s avail, frail, face all lookin' pale, face all livin' hell
I’m proudly lookin' pallid demandin' those with voice can reveal
But they rather in stance behind they ego
And paralyze us with they mega lies
Forever’ll despise what lies in front of our eyes

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[Hook]
Sometimes it feels like we’ve been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins and the outs of us
I can’t forget all the ways that you made my body feel
But in the end was it really worth the risk

[Verse 2]
Damn, I feel like a dark sheep in a not so fairly world
Clearly, this dearie journey had just embarked us to whirled
In our nature so cruel
If only we knew well –ways in which the rapture can dwell in our now endeavours
We’ll still not excel or propel through the highest height
Despite the fight of these parasites that hide inside of our minds
You either slide on the wave or reside in the curse (curse, curse)
Or tersely revive from the pain and live with the worst
Either way, a lesser holds the L
Long laud the lastin' lark of livin' life lavishly
Patency the enemy to the evils that befriended me
These guns are my crutch that works me through homicide
Too sad, two sides, runnin' through tides
Blue-masked pursuin' the truth how? – guess you knew why
Riffle and bibles, enemies and rivals, trials and denials
Sirens and idols, nothin' seems to guide us
Believe or stop believin' – that’s the question get ask on the daily
See my brethren can barely cope to what we have today
Seeking a hideaway from these nemeses, killin' us for our own premises
For what the problem is our soul
When are we to get our missions accomplish – know root
As we standin' on faith, pressin' on repress
Oppression that profess the stress that my hindsight couldn’t reflect
Said we down for all our kinfolks who dearly spoke
In days when the distress was fixed to the agony
Laxity that lacks the empathy that stitch to our blindly scope
All they had was faith and a dream, that we all can live happily as a team
Happily, as we breathe pause…

[Interlude: A County Sheriff & Pious]
All these growing pains
Get your hands out now
All these growing pains
Get your hands out
Get you...
Get ‘em out gunshot
Shot fired, shot fired
Get me medical here now…

[Hook]
Sometimes it feels like we’ve been through so much
The ups, the downs, the ins and the outs of us
I can’t forget all the ways that you made my body feel
But in the end was it really worth the risk

[Outro]
Do all lives matter?
If you’ve asked me if all lives have intrinsic value
If all lives are valuable, if all lives are worthy
I would’ve said hell yes and would’ve been the first one in my chair
All lives matter is a specific phrase similar to blue lives matter and anything else that matter after Black lives works claim to have mattered to detract, to appropriate, to subvert the message in the framing, in the narrative that been brought to us by the black lives matter movement
So, I don’t think anybody here in this room thinks that any life is less worthy than another
But the phrase “All Lives Matter” was derived from Black lives matter to subvert black lives matter and I won’t come here and sit down and say that’s okay