Growing Pains

Verse 1

I hope you got a jacket for those cold nights

Then proceeded to call me cold hearted

Just because I walked Way and didn't look twice

Since I was a fuck up I kinda started joggin

I swear she had it all don't know how I missed it

And in the start I was so optimistic

Guess shit got complicated and was just too much to deal with

I'm selfish sorry if that's not appealing

Workin to have to worries music makin money

Never thought a dream would take you from me

Funny

Fightin for two things going through mood swings

Well all know the extreme drama you bring

But that's why fucked wit you so tough

Then again I swear for you nothing was ever enough

Wasn't Tailored enough and she ain't even care

Told me I can go to hell I just said you'll beat me there

Chorus 1

The more you know the more history repeats

It takes two to make love but it took more to please me

You heard through the grapevine

They say that the guilty won't be found

But you know you know it all comes back around

Verse 2

Sometimes I hate when I begin to miss you

Knowin we could neva be friends from how I dissed ya

Playin gangsta Ain't even wanted me to kiss ya

She Didn't care if we Even eva took a picture

Owning Living life in the moment

You knew I Fucked with Otha chicks but you ain't really condone it

Smoked tree and made that tea for me did what you need for me

What's fucked up is you believed in me

And I know it broke you down

Wondering where your life's at now

Like are you happy with next or should I come back round

But you know they say what goes around comes around

And all I'm Thinkin is you just gone play me now

And I know you prolly hate me now

But deep down I know you would take me now

And If you got a new Nigha you know you hate he ain't me now

(Chorus 1)

Verse 3

And maybe it was just me

But the whole time I could see you was jealous of me

Different lifestyles I been liven this one for a while now

I wish that I could just see you smile now

Maybe I'm too positive tend to neglect the negative

And sedatives tryna slow down but I keep petalin

Always said that you could do it to

I believed in you more then you

Now I'm off blowin owes wit a sue found a Marilyn too

Yet none of them are comparing to you

It's like you set a standard for me

When youd light a candle for me

Start doin that dance before you get up on me

I feel like I be remembering shit that don't really matter sometimes

Thinkin of shit that makes me madder sometimes

Till I light it and relax and remember that it's just all in in my mind

Relationships be tricky shit you never really know who you gettin with

Until you splitten shit and colors show before you really dip

Start to do that silly shit just to get on each other's filthy list

I don't give in to that shit

Two many fish in the sea

And I got plenty ocean to see

On the beach just soakin my feet

Like this ocean is ready for me

Chorus 2

I tried to warn you maybe I'm not the right one for you

I think I've changed too much or maybe I ain't changed enough

Maybe I was wrong for stringing you along

But you know you know it seems we're far too gone

Verse 4

I was up late that night

You told me you and all of yo girls had a date that night

Don't even know how I ended up at the bar

I Was chillen not even Sippen on nothin hard

Then I looked and swore I seen you

Aww fuck it naw I didn't this whole room is spinnin

Hope my drinks ain't got no ruffees in um

I hope this bar ain't got no groupies in it

I'm slowin down tryna make it out the door before I get distracted

I get a whisper from this girl sayin you can have it

Quick stop to think about it but my dick was talkin louder

Plus I'll be done in like an hour still gives me time to shower

So I guess the night is hours

Sorry I didn't come prepared with flowers

Hit it and headed home turned off lights when I parked

Not thinking I was gonna be this dark

We got a quiet street after dark

Took a second to just breath in the car

Then you pulled up some dude driven

You laughin and smilin I'm realizin how the game go

You ain't know different from me cuz we play the same damn roles

(Chorus 2)