Grow

[Verse 1]
Good morning, Father, it's the first day
That I woke up without your daily breathing
Exercises and your prayers that I used to
Hate so much
'Cause they were lasting for too long
But I kinda miss your preaches
Now that I found myself going to church and
Started praying for my friends and my family
'Cause that's the only thing that keeps me going on

[Refrain]
Oh, Lord
Why did you decide
To make the rule of time?
Listen to me, Lord
I just don't feel ready at all

[Pre-Chorus]
And I never understood
Your apologies
Every inch I grew
Every time I dreamed
You just shed a tear
That I couldn't see
But why'd you hidе that growing isn't easy?

[Chorus]
Why'd you only sing
When I wasn't home?
Thе song that I would sing
When I'm all alone
Like you shed a tear
That I couldn't see
You and I, we are both still fighting it

[Verse 2]
This is probably the last song
I would write without thinking 'bout reception
But I thought it'd be a missed opportunity
Not to make a bland song
In an album about my life
Let's just let go for a moment
All this chit-chat 'bout artistry is tedious
And it made me just forget that
I'm a child still and not a grown-up
Do I really have to care?

[Refrain]
Oh, Lord
Why did you decide
To make the rule of time?
Listen to me, Lord
I just don't feel ready at all

[Pre-Chorus]
And I never understood
Your apologies
Every inch I grew
Every time I dreamed
You just shed a tear
That I couldn't see
But why'd you hide that growing isn't easy?

[Chorus]
Why'd you only sing
When I wasn't home?
The song that I would sing
When I'm all alone
Like you shed a tear
That I couldn't see
You and I, we are both still fighting it

[Outro]
Now, that I understand your apologies
Is there anything like a remedy?
How can I grow back all my memories?
Is there really no way but just fighting it?
I understand your apologies
Is there anything like a remedy?
How can I grow back all my memories?
Is there really no way but just fighting it?