Grow

[Verse 1: Scott SK Miller]
My thoughts drifting off to see if I can make it back
Oceans full of poems I been jottin trying to get a grasp
Reaching for the ceilling but this feeling always drags me back
Me against Me, killing dreams that I thought I had

I thought I'd overcome it
I thought I'd grow from it
Thought I knew the answer and my work would outrun it
But now I see the truth I see the reasons that we fall
Gods becomes Demons and depression eats us all

See I thought I knew it all, but it all meant NOTHING!
Everything I stood for, all went CRUMBLING!
And I went tumbling because it made such little sense
That a life so innocent would be stripped of just a chance
And thе work never matterеd, and the time didn't either
All the things I idolized, couldn't protect her when I need to
So, why should I keep moving when my world got shattered?
Why should I keep breathing when this life doesn't matter?

[Pre-Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It don't matter, don't matter
But they say it does
I don't feel it, don't feel it
Wanna give it up
I can't see it, can't see it
Am I missing something?
I wanna quit, wanna quit
But I'm thinking... fuck it

[Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It's hard times but it's never been easy
Blinded by the light I was searching for a meaning
Searching for a purpose in a world that ain't worth it
I know you're hurting too but I'ma tell you keep working
Let your story write itself, let you legend just grow
Let the wind be the wind, and let the moment be it's own
Let your story write itself, let the pain fade away
Let the wind be the wind, just grow from the rain

[Verse 2: Ekaj DaVerbal Miraje]
Every second I spend I swear I'm trying to grow
How the young man, so lost, finally found a home?
I'm still sick of myself but I got some reasons for it
Trying to change it everyday, catch me bleeding for it!

I ain't seen it for long time
It's dark outside
And I ain't trying to use your light even though I lost mine
There's a few I carry torches for
Probably all sick of my shit...

At the edge!
Feel the slip to my grip, I can't stick to the script
I gotta flip it a bit, skip the dark clouds and get the chips
Everything I do for myself, it feels selfish!
And when I give it away, it's exhausting, not selfless!
How the fuck a legend just supposed to write itself?
When I'm battling these demons I barely keep on the shelf
I've been trying to find a balance
So I can let my story grow
But it's like I'm standing in the rain, and I still can't cross that road...

[Pre-Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It don't matter, don't matter
But they say it does
I don't feel it, don't feel it
Wanna give it up
I can't see it, can't see it
Am I missing something?
I wanna quit, wanna quit
But I'm thinking... fuck it

[Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It's hard times but it's never been easy
Blinded by the light I was searching for a meaning
Searching for a purpose in a world that ain't worth it
I know you're hurting too but I'ma tell you keep working
Let your story write itself, let you legend just grow
Let the wind be the wind, and let the moment be it's own
Let your story write itself, let the pain fade away
Let the wind be the wind, just grow from the rain

[Bridge: Scott SK Miller]
It's written verses but it's purpose that we're searching for
A little more than we been given, waves beneath the surface shore
Looking for a reason, a purpose to wanna keep it going
Future looks so bleak, but the brightest lights the furthest North

The hardest times, I've come to find, the strong survive
My simple mind, incentivized, by shining lights
My own demise, to try to mime, what these people like
I feel alive, in front of mics, these words will never die!

[Pre-Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It don't matter, don't matter
But they say it does
I don't feel it, don't feel it
Wanna give it up
I can't see it, can't see it
Am I missing something?
I wanna quit, wanna quit
But I'm thinking... fuck it

[Chorus: Scott SK Miller]
It's hard times but it's never been easy
Blinded by the light I was searching for a meaning
Searching for a purpose in a world that ain't worth it
I know you're hurting too but I'ma tell you keep working
Let your story write itself, let you legend just grow
Let the wind be the wind, and let the moment be it's own
Let your story write itself, let the pain fade away
Let the wind be the wind, just grow from the rain