Group Chat

Got some shit up on my chest I wanna get out now
Spent a lot of time thinking bout it by myself but honestly its something that really just needs to be said out loud and
Everything I’m bout to say true facts
Couple years ago used to be inside of a group chat
Facebook
Me and couple friends
Only used it to make fun of everyone we knew, yeah
We would say dumb shit
Making fun of this one chick
All because she had a falling out with my one dude and then dumped him
Yup, type some shit to get back at her
Bitch, dyke, prude, whore, slut, yeah we called the poor girl everything
As we laughed at her and back stabbed her
Took it too far when my friend made a joke
When he added the girl to the chat for a second to get a reaction
But little did we know that even tho he deleted her immediately
She could still see everything that we wrote
And everything we wrote before it
Just scrolling and scrolling through pages and pages
Quick try to erase it but it was too late -
Damage is done and the screen shots are out
Everyone reading what we talk about
I never felt more ashamed or embarrassed
I couldn’t even look straight at my parents
Let lone think about leaving my home
I couldn’t face anybody who knew that I talked shit about them
Behind their back, I guess you reap what you sew
Cause a week later, I swear to God
I’m walking round Too Good Pond
Thats my favourite spot where I go to think
I look up and I see the chick
Yeah the same one we took shots at
I’m looking down as I walk past
Pretending like I never saw her
Then I hear my name and I pause first
Waiting for that hand to slap me right across my jaw but
It never happened, (no)
I met her eyes
She smiled at me
She said "hi"
And then she walked away like it never happened
I thought she’d want to get me back and have me killed
But she did, she just did it with kindness
Twice the person I ever was so
Not only do I owe you an apology
Honestly I owe you a thanks for making me an honest me
Got me looking at my inner circle like “are these the people that I wanna be?”
The answers no, so now a days I don’t talk to them and they don’t take to me, look
I made mistakes, I know so when
They say I changed, I hope so
I’m an old soul, and I grew fast, left em behind as I moved past
It’s the right decision, I knew that
Especially when I heard word that they were now talking bout me in the group chat - screw that