​grim

[Verse 1]
On the days I am brave and I'm feelin' nice
I would allow myself to think about the way that you died
I wonder what face you made
I wonder if you opened your eyes
It must've been so scary, just
To find you lyin' there, I don't know

[Refrain]
I don't know why
Why

[Verse 2]
And on the days that I am brave but I'm not very nice
And I allow myself to think about how you died
I wanna know if you knew what we know now
And when you found out, did you cry?
It must've been so scary just to be
The one who's lyin' there, oh, oh
All my thoughts are moldin', they won't go away
No matter how hard I try
Like do you know now I keep you in a vase?
Life's so stupid, I could cry
There's gotta be a better word for grievin'
Swear to God, this is worse
I keep you in my heart eternally, just the way that you like

[Refrain]
I don't know why
Why

[Verse 3]
On the day that I'm at peace and I am feelin' like me
I think about you when I am brushin' my teeth
And was Death gentle when she came? Did she take your hand?
Did she tuck you in real nice the way mom did?
Well, I like to think that way 'cause when I'm just like you
And my body does give out, I will come find you
When my blood don't pump and my lungs don't work
And they burn me too, like you, down to the earth, then
We can play again, in the bugs and dirt
I love you so goddamn much that it hurts, the
Purest love I'll ever know, I love you so much
It's grim
Purest love I'll ever know, I love you so much
It's grim

[Outro]
It's grim