Grief

[Intro]
Fuck around and find out, cunt

[Verse]
I been sliding in the rain
While I puff away my pain
All these cunts think I'm insane
That's just Fable in this game
That's just fatal to my name
Disgrace to my family is what they start to say
Games on deserves the blame, fuck you!
I'm loyal 'til the grave
No more proving power games
Demons like to play, so many choices they could make
Which choice will they take
Or will angels choose my fate
All these powers that they take
Feel my souls been straight up raped...
Every friendship faked, tortured spiritually
And no one seemed to believe when it was physically okay
And wondered why it changed?
All these days seem deranged
BPD manic phase, switching cars, switching names
Driving, switching lanes...
Never crashed, was I saved?
Shut your mouth Kieran 'cause no one believes you anyways
Oops I said my name, gotta change again
Seeming I get no privacy, take a step inside my fucking brain
Popping pills again, slicing up my veins
Controlling this rage on safer outlets, okay, okay
Gettin' what I say? Safe for you, not me
You don't wanna feel this pain, oops I'm missing again, again
Gone MIA, missus saves the day, I'm sorry lil bae
You didn't sign up for these ways, these ways
But my loyalty is saint, I can only love one 'til my grave
Pull up lil bae, will you stay? You stay?
Yeah I wrote this on a G of molly and Bicardi Rum
No wonder I'm not talking, probably chewin' on my gums
All these cunts thought I was done
But yous know I just begun
And I won't stop until I can reach that motherfuckin' sun

[Outro]
MIA, missus saves the day, I'm sorry lil bae
You didn't sign up for these ways, these ways
-I can only love one 'til my grave
Pull up lil bae, will you stay? You stay?