Grey In All Directions

The observation deck of
Your own experience
It's grey in all directions

Hey dude get out your head
You’re just staring down again
Come on let's find the exit

Ten minutes, I'm dead
Y'all talk, I descend
I'm sick of being that friend

Ten minutes again
Choke a laugh and then
A chill return im frozen

Fuck myself I'm never past this
Odd end jobs like a z-list actress
Grey in all directions
It's grey in all directions

Call it quits preparе my casket
Overblessеd I'll never last
Grey in all directions
It's always grey

Second guessing every thought that I had locked in
I got my systems keepin' me up from dusk to dinner time
It's 3 A.M
It's not my fault I'm taking in
What's everywhere and never again?
A beauty I'm in or incapable of
Seeing it when I know that
It's all about around within
The joy is yours if you let it in
But I see the corners fading
Fuck, it's starting again

Fuck myself I'm never past this
Odd end jobs like a z-list actress
Grey in all directions
It's grey in all directions

Call it quits prepare my casket
Overblessed I'll never last
It's grey in all directions

Ten minutes, I'm dead
Y'all talk, I descend
I'm fucking sick of being that friend

On and on I'm never past this
Glimpse of pink try to make it last
It's grey in all directions
It's always grey